31/12/08 gere xrone fuge TWRAAAAAA!!!!!!

Den tha katsw opws oi alloi, na kanw apografh tou etous pou efuge... Eixe eksisou kales oso kai kakes stigmes. Gia to mono pou xairomai einai oti gia prwth fora me vrhskei ugiestath, se psuxikh hremia (oso to dunaton perissotero) peritrugurismenh apo filous kai thn oikogeneia mou - oloklhrh para ola ta provlhmata pou proekupsan kath'olo to 2008- kai auto einai to shmantikotero...
To zhthma einai oti mia nea xronia ksekina gia olous... Neoi stoxoi, nea oneira, nees prooptikes. Kai auto einai to shmantiko, na eimaste aisiodoksoi gi'auto pou erxetai, kai oxi stenaxwrimenoi gia oti xasame to palio etos. Exasa kai kerdisa polla, alla den xreiazetai na to skeftw twra. To mono pou exw na skeftw einai oti h nea xronia tha einai gemath sxedia gia mena, gemath pragmata pou ws twra den exw kanei. Oi empeiries me perimenoun eksw apo thn porta, ki egw eimai etoimh na tis dextw!!!
H stash tou Nikou shmera me peirakse. Perimenw toulaxiston mia suggnwmh - oneiro makrino - kai nai tha eimai egw auth pou tha tou pei oti thelw na maste kaloi filoi kai na pername kala. Nai thelw na einai filos mou kai mexri ekei. Den pisteuw oti mou aksizei kati allo peran ths filias tou. Kai to ennow. Orismenes fores argw na skeftw, alla otan skeftw kai parw apofaseis, auto htan... Kai kserw oti pleon den me endiaferei, gia kati parapanw.
Shmera tha perasw uperoxa, kai exw kalo proaisthima. Tha kanw oti mou aresei perissotero, tha piw 1-2 pota, tha kapnisw ligo, kai tha xorepsw mexri telikhs ptwsews... Tha perasw kala, oti kai na ginei. Tipota den tha mou xalasei auto to vradu!!

Prin o hlios tou 2008 dusei..
Prin oi anamnhseis ksethwriasoun...
Prin uperfortwthoun ola ta diktua...
kai Prwpantwn prin methusw kai xasw to kinhto mou...

Euxomai se olous eutuxismenos o neos fetos!!!!!!

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Sweet about me - Gabriella Cilmi

30 pros 31/12/08 - h apogohteush...

Ki ekei pou nomizeis oti ola pane kala... erxetai kati kai tsaaaaaaak ola allazoun... Kai katalhgoume sto sumperasma : oso uparxoun malakes tha uparxoun poutanes, kai to antistrofo. Den mporw na katalavw ena pragma.. ti vrhskoun ston eukolo erwta antres kai gunaikes? Otan den uparxei sunaisthima? Mhpws auto einai pou mas exei kanei na ksexname na agapame kai na desmeuomaste auth th xronikh periodo? Mhpws auto einai pou exei antikatasthsei ton erwta? To omorfo auto sunaisthima pou se kanei na metras anapoda wres, meres, lepta, pou sfiggei to stomaxi sou kai se fernei se mia katastash euforias san na exeis katevasei ta lsd me tis xouftes...
Gia akomh mia fora apodeixthke oti stekomai eksw apo mia lathos porta kai eimai etoimh na xtuphsw to koudouni. Oi periptwseis einai 2. Noumero 1 : na to valw sta podia kai na swsw ton eauto mou oso perissotero mporw. Noumero 2: na xtuphsw thn porta, gnwrizontas tis epiptwseis, apla kai mono epeidh mou aresei na riskarw... Na ena akoma dillhma to opoio den prokeitai pote na vrei apanthsh. Toulaxiston amesa.
Oi suzhthseis mou me to Xrhsto einai ateleiwtes kai xairomai gi'auto. Niwthw san na einai h suneidhsh mou, san na einai kati to opoio me prostateuei ap'olous kai ola. Me vohthaei na katalavw to ti ginetai gurw mou, alla me vohthaei na suneidhtopoihsw kati shmantikotero : oti gurw mou uparxoun anthrwpoi. Den uparxoun logia na mporesw na perigrapsw auton ton anthrwpo. Steketai dipla mou san filos h kai kati perissotero, san pateras. Kai eilikrina ton agapw gia oti kanei. Kai tha ton agapw kai tha ton euxaristw sunexeia...
Akoma omws ponaei h apousia tou Giwrgou. Oti kai na kanw, einai karfitswmenos ekei mesa sto mualo mou. Tha mou perasei omws. Lene oti o xronos einai o kaluteros giatros, kai to pisteuw auto...


mousikh kopana ths hmeras Perasan sxedon 2 xronia - hsaias matiampa

30/12/08 - sthn ekpnoh ths xronias!!

Shmera ekatsa spiti. Meta apo ena toso mperdemeno Savvatokuriako den ithela na dw kanena. Tosa andrika onomata gurizoun gurw apo to kefali mou, ma sthn ousia kanena den mou kanei entupwsh. To kako einai oti den kserw ti thelw. Kai apo th mera pou ediwksa oristika to Giwrgo apo th zwh mou, auto to den kserw ti thelw ginetai olo kai megalutero, se shmeio pou katalavainw oti eimai sta prothura ths katathlipshs... Alla kai pali den to vazw katw! Aksizw kati kalutero kai kserw oti mporw na to petuxw...
Kai poso mallon otan auto to kalutero exei kai onoma, alla kai anthrwpinh morfh... Alla kalo tha htan na mhn to aggiksw akoma. Auto to keno, auth h perisullogh mou kanei kalo. Arxisa na ksanavgainw me filous, na gnwrizw nea atoma, na enthousiazomai me nea atoma... Perimenw pws kai pws thn aurianh mera, pou tha kataferw epitelous na ksanamilhsw me ton kollhtoulh mou, kati pou exw na kanw pollous mhnes.
Pantws einai geniko to provlhma tou xwrismatos kai tis perissulloghs! Les na ftaiei to disekto etos? Oi pagoi pou liwnoun? H oikonomikh kai koinwnikh krish? To gegonos oti oi anthrwpoi exoun stamathsei na agapoun akoma kai tis fhmhsmenes "meres agaphs - meres xristougennwn"? Den perimenw kai polla autes tis meres. Mono ena perimenw : na perasoun!!

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Come closer - Ne-Yo