Πέμπτη 5 Φεβρουαρίου 2009

ola tha pane omws kala??

tha pane?? i oxi?? idou h aporia... Arxisa pali tis ekpompes kai tis sunanastrofes mou... mou xe leipsei omologoumenws... Shmera eida ksana ton Niko. Mou milhse egkardia kai me rwthse an eimai kala - giati den fainomai kala, mexri kai o fwths to eipe auto. Oi mauroi kukloi katw apo ta matia mou kai h eksantlhsh mou apo thn prwth evdomada eksetastikhs einai emfanestata. Alla as htan h eksetastikh to mono provlhma...
O kairos pernaei, kai o Sakhs mou leipei olo kai perissotero... Den einai kati to opoio mporw na lusw amesa auto ton kairo... To mono kalo einai oti h metathesh tou einai gia Athina... Ti eirwnia... Pote mou den th sumpathisa auth thn polh, kai panta eixe ta atoma pou agapw perissotero... To Giwrgo, th Danah... Twra kai o Sakhs ena apo auta. Den kserw giati, isws kai na einai katadikh auto, alla den mporw na kanw diaforetika. Sto strato den uparxei mh kai giati, apla to kaneis.... Den mporw na stamathsw na skeftomai th zwh mou ews twra. Ola mia apotuxia... Elpizw gia mia fora na uparksei mia eksairesh kai na einai auth o Sakhs. Me kanei na gelaw, na pernaw kala, exei thelhsh kai th metadidei kai s'emena me enan periergo tropo, alla akoma adunato na akolouthisw tous rythmous tou. Otan anaferetai stis suzhthseis mas, apla prospathw na tou allaksw thema. Oso pernaei o kairos allazw, ki auto einai ena apo ta thetika. To an einai pros to kalutero h pros to xeirotero einai kati to opoio den mporw na prosdiorisw, alla tha deiksei... Tipota den ginetai tuxaia allwste...
Me tous pappoudes h idia tragikh katastash. Tous klaime mexri na tous valoume sto xeirourgeio, kai molis vgoun, einai pio ugieis k apo emas tous idious. Kourasthka omws thn idia katastash. H giagia epathe to deutero plagio egkefaliko, kati pou den mporei na pistepsei kanenas, giati edeixne toso ugihs! edw fainetai to megaleio ths paroimias ta fainomena apatoun... Exw kourastei toso polu psuxologika tis teleutaies meres... Makari na teleiwsoun ola, exw arxisei na euxomai apla na tous parei o theoulhs, kai th giagia mou kai ton pappou mou, apla kai mono gia na hremisoun kai oi idioi, meta apo kairo na hremisoume k emeis, kai na mpoume stous rythmous tis neas mas zwhs... Mporei kai na nai amartia auto pou lew, alla amartia einai kai to pws exw katanthsei pia... Ena ereipio pou steketai mono gia na piei kafe kai na diavasei. Me ti mualo omws??
Aaaaax katastrofiko mou fainetai auto to keimeno mono k mono pou to ksanadiavazw....


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