valte ena oups sth shmerinh hmera...

Kai na pou telika meiname oi duo mas... Poso antipathousa auth th stigmh kathe fora pou fantazomoun oti tha rthei... To pisteueis auto?? Na ftasw egw se fash na eimai sigourh oti kanenas pia den me katalavainei... egw pou katalavainw tous pantes!!!! Alla, etsi einai ta pragmata, opws kai na to kanoume, erxetai kapoia stigmh pou to diapistwneis k auto...
O Xrhstos, kalos, xrusos, agios, pou me anexetai kai me akouei toso kairo, apla exei ena sovaro meionekthma... den katalavainei oti einai o monos anthrwpos ston opoio mporw na milhsw aneta, kai oti to monadiko kommati ths meras pou niwthw o eautos mou einai to vradu... Exw ena spiti pisw mou, den mporw na tous deixnw ta sunaisthimata mou, gt arxizoun oi erwthseis, k egw polu apla dn thelw na apanthsw... Egw twra eimai xaroumenh, gt perasa ta mathimata mou kai eimai etoimh na ksekinhsw ena kainourio eksamhno, eimai xaroumenh gt den exw skotoures, den exw provlhmata - h toulaxiston etsi nomizoun... giati den kseroun oti s'auth th duskolh kai sklhrh apofash pou eprepe na parw, htan mesa... Giati den kseroun ti me exoun anagkasei na thusiasw mexri stigmhs, kai den prokeitai na to anagnwrisoun pote... POTE omws...
Alla apo to Xrhsto den to perimena... Kai den kserw giati me exei ekneurisei toso polu autes tis meres, an ftaiei to gegonos oti einai isxurognwmon h an ftaiei to gegonos oti isws telika na mh me katalavainei sto vathmo pou tha hthela na sumvainei auto...
Kai twra anarwtiemai egw... ti ginetai re Rania apo dw kai pera??? Gia poso tha kaneis ton karagkiozh kai to malaka re agaph mou??? E?? Mhpws telika prepei se kapoia fash na thesw oria kai proteraiothtes, kai gia mia fora sth zwh mou na tis efarmwsw???
OEO???
skata autos o mhnas... skata skata skata..!!!!!!!!!!

Mousikh kopana : Agapa me - Vasilhs Karras (-latremeno tragoudi...)

Xrone, afou eisai o kaluteros giatros, giati den me pianei to depon sou???

6 para 20... oso pane kai ta pragmata xeirotereuoun... xthes tetoia wra koimomoun, shmera oxi... isws giati katalava oti telika ola exoun teleiwsei... Oxi oti eixa elpides gia kati diaforetiko, alla den to eixa apodextei plhrws kiolas... eimai etoimh apolutws gia th nea mera pou kshmerwnei, oplismenh me dunamh na kanw allh mia fora ton karagkiozh mprosta sthn oikogeneia mou... S'emena omws??
Oxi oxi, s'emena den mporw na kanw ton karagkiozh... Kserw oti upoferw, oti ponaw, k oti ola einai duskola... Oti thelw na ksespasw oso pio dunata mporw, gia na fugoun ola auta ta pragmata apo mesa mou, na hremisw k egw psuxologika.. Kserw omws, oti exw na perasw arketa ksenuxtia mexri na ginei auto... Kai mhn ksexname oti auto to vradu einai to 4o kata seira pou dn antexw na kleisw ta matia mou...
Toulaxiston shmera milhsame. Oso perissotero milame, toso pio polu suneidhtopoiw oti ta pragmata exoun parei pleon to dromo tous. Xairomai pou einai kala, pou to exei parei psuxraima, kai pou thelei na krathsoume epafh... Einai shmantiko, opws kai na to kanoume... einai ena vhma.
Telika sto seminario tha paw, to phra apofash. Aurio prwi tha steilw thn aithsh. tha m kanei kalo na apomakrunthw ap to spiti, estw k gia duo meres...
Akousa prin ligo ena tragoudi k taraxthka pali... Aurio tha exw panemorfa katakokkina vampiristika matia. Alla dn me peirazei... Oso perissotero klaiw, menw ksupnia, ksespaw... Kai niwthw pio omorfa.
Den kserw ti mou kruvei to aurio, kai perimenw na dw. Pros to paron me perimenei diavasma kai h enarksh kainouriou eksamhnou. Ta upoloipa erxontai.
p.s. o antwnhs phre to ptuxio tou... xixixi
p.s. 2 arnoumai na paradextw oti mou leipei

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Mousikh kopana tou kshmerwmatos : na me noiazesai - giannhs kotsiras

Ta oneira...

Den ta antexw!! para to gegonos oti merikes fores ta oneira mou vgainoun alithina, kai akoma perissotero para to gegonos oti sta oneira mou vlepw auto pou thelw na kanw, alla gia kapoio logo fovamai, ntrepomai, den sumvadizei me th logikh mou - to shmerino oneiro einai peran kathe fantasias...
Pws tolmas athlio uposuneidhto kai mou les, oti nai men thelw na ta ksanavrw me to Sakh - pragma to opoio DEN THELW - kai afou ta ksanavriskoume tolmas k ton pairneis mesa apo ta xeria mou se autokinhtistiko???? eeeee????
Kai egw ti kanw se tetoia periptwsh? Apla ksupnaw taragmenh k arxizw na skeftomai an tha eprepe na tou steilw mnm... Pragma to opoio den tha eprepe. Kai ksafnika, se pairnoun k thl apo to seminario, sto opoio seminario eixes kanonisei na pas na koimhtheis sto Sakh, kai ksafnika suneidhtopoieis oti dn mporeis na pas, gt dn exeis pou na koimhtheis!! akoma pio gamato??
Giati???

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Dido - Life for rent

Kai paw paw pawwwwwwwwwwww (8)

Na trelathw leei h sunexeia, mhn anhsuxeis, dn kanw lathos... giati auth, einai h alhtheia!! Exw na koimhthw arketo kairo, kai den kserw ti ftaiei gi'auto... Pantws, h apofash m htan swsth, kai den to metanoiwnw. Shmasia exei twra na mporesw na stathw sta podia m...
Aurio exei shopping therapy
Methaurio exei sxolh
Tetarth an ola pane kala, arxizoume mathimata
Kapoia stigmh tha erthoun k ta paidia, etsi den einai?? Eides, gemise to programma... H mia vdomada einai duskolh, meta tha strwsoun ola. To pisteuw. Tha ksekinhsei h sxolh, to tavli oi kafedes... Ola tha ftiaksoun.
Kai panw ap'ola?? Erxontai kai oi prwtoeteis!! Thank God, tha doume k kamia kainouria fatsa sth sxolh.
Na perasei k autos o xronos, opws o prohgoumenos... Na perasei euxarista, k na perasw k egw 7+6+3=16 mathimata k auto to etos, e k meta dn m menei tpt... pairnw ptuxio!!!
Ti lew xriste m??? kai meta mporei na mhn pisteueis oti paw na trelathw... Am paw... na sai sigourh gi'auto...

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras: What about now - Chris Daughtry

H mera tou "paraligo"...

Polla mazeutikan ta paraligo shmera... k ta neura m!!! K as ta paroume ena ena...
Paraligo na koimhthw olo to vradu sthn mpalkonoporta... Eklaiga, koitontas eksw tis astrapes, kathws thimomoun vevaia k ena munhma pou elege "tha se parw agkalia, kai den tha fovasai tis astrapes..." se kapoia stigmh, egeira to kefali mou sto plai, kai paraligo na apokoimithw ekei... paizei na me phre k o upnos gia ena 5lepto... kruwsa omws, k etsi shkwthika k phga sto krevvati m....
Paraligo na tsakwthw gia malakies me mia polu kalh mou filh. perissotera den lew, dn uparxei logos...
Paraligo na piasw douleia!!! Den exoun entopisei akoma to keno sto opoio tha me valoun na doulepsw sto olive green, alla pou tha paei??? dn tha to vroun??? tha to vroun!!!
Paraligo na faw kraksimo, giati paraligo na mhn kleisw to ugro apo tous fakous epafhs, kai h aderfh mou tha me katharize stegna...
Kai panw ap'ola... Paraligo arketes fores na estelna mhnuma... kako s'emena tha ekana, oxi sto Sakh... Giati kserw oti thelei na eimaste mazi, k oti oso k an peismwse thn wra pou efuge, toso grhgora tha anoiksei thn agkalia tou na gurisw pisw... Alla to thema einai oti dn prepei... Den prepei na ginei auto!!! Tha ponesw, tha klapsw tha ksespasw, tha mou leipsei, alla den prepei na gurisw... Den prepei... H logikh me thn kardia diafwnoun gia akomh mia fora, alla auth th fora h logikh tha uperisxusei ths kardias... Gia to diko mou kai mono diko mou kalo...

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Auto pou thelw - Kwnstantina

giati apla den....

Den mporousa na kanw alliws... mou etrwge mera me th mera thn psuxh mou... den aksize... tha me ponesei, ma oso kai na me ponesei tha mou perasei... o xronos einai o kaluteros giatros dn lene?? Kai den me peirazei... as riksei olo to ftaiksimo s'emena... DEN me noiazei, arkei na einai o idios kala... na xamogelaei me thn parousia kapoias allhs, k oxi apla me to munhma mou... Giati pragmatika, eimai sigourh oti mporei na kanei opoiadhpote kopela eutuxismenh!! Apla an emena mazi tou dn tha hmoun o eautos mou... Krataw ta kala loipon, to gegonos oti eniwsa to pws einai na agapas kai na agapiesai, oles ti oraies mas stigmes, kai sunexizw... oxi akoma, giati den eimai etoimh, alla tha sunexisw... kai to idio thelw kai gi'auton. Den prokeitai na ton enoxlhsw ksana.
To mono sigouro einai, oti otan tha niwthw monaksia, tha episkeptomai tis anamnhseis mas, kai tha niwthw ksana kai ksana ta xeria tou na me tuligoun, ta xeilh tou na me filane, kai tha eimai entaksei...

p.s. sorry, alla dn mporw na grapsw alla auth th stigmh... ta upoloipa logika aurio...

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Na me thimitheis - Pux Lax

ola tha pane omws kala??

tha pane?? i oxi?? idou h aporia... Arxisa pali tis ekpompes kai tis sunanastrofes mou... mou xe leipsei omologoumenws... Shmera eida ksana ton Niko. Mou milhse egkardia kai me rwthse an eimai kala - giati den fainomai kala, mexri kai o fwths to eipe auto. Oi mauroi kukloi katw apo ta matia mou kai h eksantlhsh mou apo thn prwth evdomada eksetastikhs einai emfanestata. Alla as htan h eksetastikh to mono provlhma...
O kairos pernaei, kai o Sakhs mou leipei olo kai perissotero... Den einai kati to opoio mporw na lusw amesa auto ton kairo... To mono kalo einai oti h metathesh tou einai gia Athina... Ti eirwnia... Pote mou den th sumpathisa auth thn polh, kai panta eixe ta atoma pou agapw perissotero... To Giwrgo, th Danah... Twra kai o Sakhs ena apo auta. Den kserw giati, isws kai na einai katadikh auto, alla den mporw na kanw diaforetika. Sto strato den uparxei mh kai giati, apla to kaneis.... Den mporw na stamathsw na skeftomai th zwh mou ews twra. Ola mia apotuxia... Elpizw gia mia fora na uparksei mia eksairesh kai na einai auth o Sakhs. Me kanei na gelaw, na pernaw kala, exei thelhsh kai th metadidei kai s'emena me enan periergo tropo, alla akoma adunato na akolouthisw tous rythmous tou. Otan anaferetai stis suzhthseis mas, apla prospathw na tou allaksw thema. Oso pernaei o kairos allazw, ki auto einai ena apo ta thetika. To an einai pros to kalutero h pros to xeirotero einai kati to opoio den mporw na prosdiorisw, alla tha deiksei... Tipota den ginetai tuxaia allwste...
Me tous pappoudes h idia tragikh katastash. Tous klaime mexri na tous valoume sto xeirourgeio, kai molis vgoun, einai pio ugieis k apo emas tous idious. Kourasthka omws thn idia katastash. H giagia epathe to deutero plagio egkefaliko, kati pou den mporei na pistepsei kanenas, giati edeixne toso ugihs! edw fainetai to megaleio ths paroimias ta fainomena apatoun... Exw kourastei toso polu psuxologika tis teleutaies meres... Makari na teleiwsoun ola, exw arxisei na euxomai apla na tous parei o theoulhs, kai th giagia mou kai ton pappou mou, apla kai mono gia na hremisoun kai oi idioi, meta apo kairo na hremisoume k emeis, kai na mpoume stous rythmous tis neas mas zwhs... Mporei kai na nai amartia auto pou lew, alla amartia einai kai to pws exw katanthsei pia... Ena ereipio pou steketai mono gia na piei kafe kai na diavasei. Me ti mualo omws??
Aaaaax katastrofiko mou fainetai auto to keimeno mono k mono pou to ksanadiavazw....


Mousikh Kopana ths hmeras: Th monaksia fovamai - Aggelikh Hliadh

O xronos einai o kaluteros giatros...

gia ola...

Meta apo toso kairo apousias, vrhka epitelous oreksh kai xrono na ksanagrapsw... Giati 2 evdomades pou perasa, htan h apoluth katastrofh...
As ksekinhsw me ta vasika... Thn perasmenh Pempth, exasa to theio mou. Apo ta pio agaphmena atoma sthn oikogeneia mou... Thetikos anthrwpos, gematos xara k autopepoithish... Agapouse thn oikogeneia tou, kai htan panta tupikos... sfixtes sxeseis, agaph, upomonh kai sunennohsh htan liga apo ta sustatika pou edenan auth thn oikogeneia... Telospantwn... Ta asxhma erxontai...
Emena konteuei na me piasei katathlipsh. Ta prepei tou penthous mias xwriatikhs oikogeneias einai polu asxhma k peftoun panw sto kefali mou... Eimai sta oria tis katathlipshs... To tsigaro einai to mono pragma pou me alafrwnei, kai to diavasma epishs... Alla den mporw na ekfrastw, niwthw egklwvismenh kapou kai den uparxei tropos na ksefugw...
To xeirotero einai oti plhsiazei h eksetastikh. K auto einai ena megalo provlhma... xwris diathesh gia diavasma, na dw ti skata tha perasw, alla den exei na leei. H prospatheia tha ginei sigoura...
Me to SAkh mou ola pane kala doksa to theo... Kanw oneira gia th mera pou tha ton ksanadw, to idio k ekeinos... Den kserw giati uparxei tosh agaph, alla m'aresei... Vrhka auto pou epsaxna kairo, merikes xiliades xiliometra makria mou... Alla tha rthei konta, to pisteuw kai to perimenw...
Auta pros to paron... Analutiko deltio eidhsewn sthn epomenh anarthsh...


Mousikh kopana ths hmeras: Hot 'N' Cold - Katy Perry

Ola einai mousikh!!! giati apla den einai....

etsi loipon... tipota den einai aplo... kai mexri na pw sth mhtera mou gia to sakh, akoma k mexri to psilikatzidiko na thelw na paw sth gwnia, tha prepei na katathetw pros egkrish to plano mou: poio pezodromio tha parw, se poio shmeio tha perasw apenanti, an tha xairethsw kapoio geitona gt pithanotata mporei o papous ths apenanti polukatoinias na nai o sakhs, me th taxuthta tha paw kai tha epistrepsw... giati mporei eksw ap to psilikatzidiko na me perimenei o Sakhs!! an einai dunaton...
Shmera egina rezili sthn kopela, kai gia mia akomh fora apodeixthike oti den mou exoun oi goneis mou kamia empistosunh... Giati kata ta fainomena, den me empisteuontai oute kan na paw se spiti filhs mou... Tha gurisei omws o troxos... Ypomonh exw, kai mporw na petuxw ta panta... Shmera me epiase to daimonio mou kai diavasa ligo. Elaxista men, alla diavasa... Etsi siga siga na to paw, kai tha ta kataferw sthn eksetastikh. Siga siga k epimelhmeno kathimerino diavasma thelei, tipota parapanw, tipota ligotero. thelw to ptyxio mou oso pio amesa ginetai, kai mporw na to exw. Pisteuw s'emena...
Prepei na thesw tous stoxous mou, enan enan kai prosektika. Den mporw na ta kataferw ola amesa. Prepei na thesw ta oria tou eautou mou... kai ta oria twn allwn mazi. Alla auta aurio, giati shmera nustazw...

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : I've got you - McFly

Posh alhtheia mporei na lene ta tragoudia???

Exw kai to anarrwtiemai auto meres twra... Lene arage alhtheia, h apla merika logia agaphs, xwrismou, apogohteushs, apla gia na mas peisoun oti zoume mia paromoia katastash??? Idou h aporia. Apanthsh omws den uparxei, pros to paron toulaxiston. Kai to mellon ap'oso kseroume diagrafetai avevaio...
Ok to kserw, filosofo malakies apla kai mono gia na mhn to paradextw... Nai mou leipei, Nai ton skeftomai, Nai shmera evala ta klammata molis efuge k anti na vgw eksw gurisa spiti k eida mia tania pou milaei gia stoxous kai oneira... Den kserw pia ti na kanw... Kai na skefteis, oti kserw oti th deutera tha ton ksanadw!! Dhladh th Deutera to vradu pou pleon tha ton ksanadw to Pasxa pws tha eimai?? Oute kan na to skeftomai den thelw...
K edw pou to skeftomai, prepei na allaksw ton tropo ntusimatos tou ligo. Nai nai tha to kanw KAI auto, pisteuw me epituxia. Tha deiksei... E na moiazei ligo neoteros, 22 xronwn palikari k oloi mou lene oti einai 27 kai 28... Amartia den einai??
Apo aurio pantws ksekinaei to entatiko kai sustimatiko diavasma. Exw k mia sxolh na teleiwsw me ton kalutero dunato vathmo, den tha kathomai egw na klaiw th moira mou.. Oso kairo tha leipei, egw tha frontizw na pernaw ta mathimata mou... Giati otan tha erthei pio konta, tote isws kai na kataferw na meinw mazi tou gia ena diasthma. An k otan tha apofoitw egw autos tha einai akoma -logika milwntas kai kata ta legomena tou- sto Mesologgi.. Tha doume... Pantws auth th fora tha krathsei, to niwthw...
A k apo aurio arxizw k egw na sumperiferomai san montelo. Ksereis, mpanio kathe mera, diaita, mallia matia sthn trixa.. Nai mporw na to kataferw. To ofeilw ston eauto mou. Rouxa na to uposthriksw exw, kai an dn exw mporw na paw na parw. K xreiazomai oposdhpote mpotes, na tis foraw enallaks me ta all stars... Prepei na ginw k egw anthrwpos kapoia stigmh, an kai ap'oti fainetai kala ta paw hdh...
O xronos tha deiksei... Auto ta leei ola!!!

p.s. Dn grafw kathe mera giati den prolavainw...

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Meine mazi mou - Eirhnh Merkourh

O neos einai oraios... Alla o palios einai alliws!!!!

Etsi leei to rhto, ki egw tha sumfwnhsw mazi tou...
Mporei o Nikolakhs na einai kalos, omorfos, eksupnos... Alla den thelw na asxolithei ksana mazi mou. Telika oute kan san filos ekane, kai den mou phre polles meres na to katalavw. Poso mallon na htan o prigkipas pou perimenw. Alla ta peri filias tha deiksoun sto mellon, giati oso einai o Prokophs sto magazi, egw tha sunexisw na phgainw...
Deutero shmeio... Eimai ksana desmeumenh. Me enan anthrwpo pou me kanei xaroumenh, mou dinei autopepoithish kai me kanei na niwthw asfaleia.... Einai o monos anthrwpos pou tha mporouse na kanei 1000km se mia mera gia na me sunanthsei gia 2 wres!! Den kserw ti allo na pw, elpizw ola auth th fora na pane kalutera ap thn prohgoumenh...
Me thn oikogeneia mou pane ola kala pros to paron. H nea xronia ksekinhse kala. To kata poso tha sunexisoun na phgainoun kala meta thn eleush tou Sakh sthn Tripolh auto den mporw na to kserw. Alla ola einai thema xronou. Oso kai na gkriniaksoun, tha afierwsw oso perissotero xrono mporw sto Sakh. To aksizei allwste, mou sumperiferetai apsoga... Einai teleios mazi mou... Swstos prigkipas tha elega!!!
Kai twra, menei h giorth mou... Thn Trith. Pou tha eimaste pali 4 atoma, egw o Sakhs o Kwstas kai h Dhmhtra. Kaloi eimaste, toulaxiston tha perasoume oso kalutera ginetai. Mono pou tha mai stis omorfies mou kai tha exw to Sakh dipla mou arkei!!(kai tha vgalw k polles ma paaaaara polles fwtografies!!!!)
Ksanaksekinaei k h ekpomph, afhsa kai to viografiko mou se 2-3 foreis pou mporoun na mou parexoun mia 4wrh apasxolhsh, kai twra perimenw na mpw stous rythmous mou. Kai na ksanadw to Sakh fusika.
Autes htan oi shmantikoteres eidhseis gia to 4hmero pou perase. Euxaristoume pou mas parakolouthisate!!

Mousikh kopana ths hmeras : Hrthes esu - Kwstas Karafwths