Posh alhtheia mporei na lene ta tragoudia???

Exw kai to anarrwtiemai auto meres twra... Lene arage alhtheia, h apla merika logia agaphs, xwrismou, apogohteushs, apla gia na mas peisoun oti zoume mia paromoia katastash??? Idou h aporia. Apanthsh omws den uparxei, pros to paron toulaxiston. Kai to mellon ap'oso kseroume diagrafetai avevaio...
Ok to kserw, filosofo malakies apla kai mono gia na mhn to paradextw... Nai mou leipei, Nai ton skeftomai, Nai shmera evala ta klammata molis efuge k anti na vgw eksw gurisa spiti k eida mia tania pou milaei gia stoxous kai oneira... Den kserw pia ti na kanw... Kai na skefteis, oti kserw oti th deutera tha ton ksanadw!! Dhladh th Deutera to vradu pou pleon tha ton ksanadw to Pasxa pws tha eimai?? Oute kan na to skeftomai den thelw...
K edw pou to skeftomai, prepei na allaksw ton tropo ntusimatos tou ligo. Nai nai tha to kanw KAI auto, pisteuw me epituxia. Tha deiksei... E na moiazei ligo neoteros, 22 xronwn palikari k oloi mou lene oti einai 27 kai 28... Amartia den einai??
Apo aurio pantws ksekinaei to entatiko kai sustimatiko diavasma. Exw k mia sxolh na teleiwsw me ton kalutero dunato vathmo, den tha kathomai egw na klaiw th moira mou.. Oso kairo tha leipei, egw tha frontizw na pernaw ta mathimata mou... Giati otan tha erthei pio konta, tote isws kai na kataferw na meinw mazi tou gia ena diasthma. An k otan tha apofoitw egw autos tha einai akoma -logika milwntas kai kata ta legomena tou- sto Mesologgi.. Tha doume... Pantws auth th fora tha krathsei, to niwthw...
A k apo aurio arxizw k egw na sumperiferomai san montelo. Ksereis, mpanio kathe mera, diaita, mallia matia sthn trixa.. Nai mporw na to kataferw. To ofeilw ston eauto mou. Rouxa na to uposthriksw exw, kai an dn exw mporw na paw na parw. K xreiazomai oposdhpote mpotes, na tis foraw enallaks me ta all stars... Prepei na ginw k egw anthrwpos kapoia stigmh, an kai ap'oti fainetai kala ta paw hdh...
O xronos tha deiksei... Auto ta leei ola!!!

p.s. Dn grafw kathe mera giati den prolavainw...

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